Emo Corner

Right, I'm tired, Courtney just texted me and reminded me I needed to post.

I've been watching glee all day. My back hurts like a bitch. I keep feeling really crappy about my word count, but when I write I feel too crappy about where I am to do anything for long. I found out something that is TOTALLY not okay with me whatsoever, and feel completely helpless to do anything about it, because I've stuck myself somewhere I should have already gotten out of for far too long (you guys can text me about what it is, but I'm not gonna outright say it on a public blog). And every time that I have a sliver of a chance to hang out with Bree it is taken away in an instant, and the most time I've spent with her was 25 minutes yesterday when I got permission to go to lunch after playing almost all day Friday to the point of nearly passing out. And that 25 minutes I got to spend with Bree was tainted by what I'd found out in the chunk of 25 minutes before that.

This week is total crap. So I'm gonna go back to watching glee, because I can't sleep and probably won't be able to for hours, but at least it will keep my mind on fictional problems rather than my own.

Your brooding sister,
Jessamyn

PS: I really need my own emo corner after that post, don't I?